A remarkable teacher of mine passed away by a heart attack and my good friend passed away on a major car crash. Both happen so suddenly, without any warning nor prediction.
My childhood friend, one that I used to be so close with, got married by accident. It got me pretty traumatic, guilty, and shocked for more than a month.
Dad lost his voice in the election. Not so long after that, he got into the parliament as the party's representative, and everything was slowly improving. But then it comes to an end.
This year I got to drive a car on my own, but also the time where I have to let go of my ride.
This year was the time where I got struck by a lot of bitter stories from the past that leads me to try very, very hard to made peace with my past, my closest circle, and the present situation.
But out of all things happened... This year, I have finally achieved self-acceptance after years of struggling with it. It was not easy at all and it takes a lot of time, courage, and process. This year, I went to Japan with my own money after two years of having it on the bucket list. This year, I am surrounded by the most loving friends that got my back. This year, I also met the most amazing people that bring me to a lot of good experience, memory, self-growth, and countless blessings.
I might say my 2019 was rough, but the blessings I had this year was infinite it covers up the wounds. I believe the universe will always try to keep its balance if we keep believing. I deeply realize there are more untold stories out there that are worse than my side story. Nobody said it was easy, but look; We made it. Here's to a fresh start. One thing I wished for 2020; I hope everyone let everyone be happy.
