Sometimes when I feel like giving up,
It makes a lot of pressure to me.
There's a lot of things that seems so hard and so unclear,
I feel like not being myself,
I feel strange.
I feel like I didn't want to do this anymore,
I cried, I feel angry with myself, I feel broken.
I failed.
But on the other side,
I know.
If I give up now, all of this tears and madness would be useless.
Otherwise,
If I choose to get up now, all of this tears and shit will going to be worth one day.
And yes, it's true.
Because that's just how things work — it's our choice.
To be patient, or to be fragile as glass.
It doesn't matter how many times you fall,
Because what matters is how many times you get up, and get going.
And today,
I choose to get up.
Again.
Because I don't want all of this shit just being shit.
It has to be worth, one day.
Failure doesn't break us,
It makes us stronger.
